Kill me...I cannot self terminate!!!

Wht began as a gr8 day turned 2 b a disaster by afternoon....2day,i had my first test after comming to Infy...well,i had written a test on second day...but it was insignificant... didnt matter much here... 2day's test was based on wht all v learned 4 last 3 days of Infy...it included wht all v learned 4 last 3 years in college...entire C and SDLC!!! The C thing is tough...asking lots of basic and tough questions... But 2day,i cleared the test....with flying colors 2....86%... Got my first A grade!! So,was a little happy in morning...But after tht....disaster struck!!!RDBMS...

The next class was RDBMS.... The thing which I hated the most during college(Well,i hated atleast 2-4 subjects every sem...so,it dosent matter much...)Still,learning this is hard...and tht 2,learning entire RDBMS in just 4 days!!! Hmmmm... things r getting tough now a days!! The staff was Good...But I guess I am not concerned abt the staff now a days!!! As usual,entire afternoon class I dozed off... was struggling even 2 stay awake...the staff saw it,i guess...was smiling at me sometimes!!! hmmm...they might have seen these incidents too often,or,might have had first hand experiances also!!! She taught some ER diagrams and normalisations too.. Had some assignments too...completed it just now!!! 2morow it seems v start oracle!! Hmm... Dont know anything abt it!!!

Last week was gr8 week... Classes were abt C.... So,i was doing good ter!! But,after 2day,the shinning days r over,i guess!! 2 follow RDBMS r JAVA,ADvanced Java,XML,html,java script and J2EE!!!! I sincerly believe tht these infosians dosent expect much frm us!!B'Cause,if they does expect somethng big,they r in 4 a big surprise!!!!

Kiru and thottu left 2 B'Lore 2day...i guess!!! Looks lik every1 is gng their way!! It was always ter,in my mind!!But,i always consider it as one of the things tht will happen in FUTURE... But,I guess tht Now is the time...the future has became Present,and will become Past!! Time is flying fast!! The life here,i dont know y,is feeling lonely!! Last night,i was talking with anu abt these things!! Dunno y....i dont feel the same "adipoli" atmosphere tht I used 2 feel back home!! Here,ter r many groups!!Hindi ppl 1 group,mallus,another,and tamils one,kannada,another,and some unfortunate souls comming frm gujrat,orrisa and northeast,struggle 2 get along in a group!! Most of the ppl here either dosent want 2 make new frnds,or r satisfied by the No. of frnds tht they have here!! Most of the times,me and anu r 2gether!!Simply wandering in this "Infocity"... I got some new frnds,tht u ppl might have known,rite!!! But i dont know,if i ever get frnds tht i got frm the college!!!I guess not!!

Here r ppl,who have no time 2 enjoy,no time 4 fun and masti....(Including me).. Actually,ter is no time at all!! Wht is Infosys hoping to achieve by training us lik this??(By us,i mean the short cycle ppl).. V cannot make frnds,cannot enjoy the facilities!! Ofcourse,v cant complain,rite?? They r taking care of us,well!! Every need of us is met here!! Every need,apart frm the basic need of any human being i.e:- 2 enjoy life here!! They put us in project batches and classes in shuffeled order,so tht v mingle with every1,and make frnds with others!! But wer is the time!! Ofcourse,v can get frnds...But,2 get a real good frnd,v need time...time 2 know them well...2 understand them,and time 4 them 2 know us well!! The only thing which I am missing here is time!!

Hmmmmm...No point in complaining now...rite guys!!! every1 now 2 their on "Destiny"... And entering a new phase of the life...entirely different frm the one which v were used 2 have!! An independent life!! A life with responsibilities.... The memories tht v had 2gether,it wont go tht easly frm our mind...i guess!! Hope tht every1 enjoyees the life well,and make some gr8 frnds.. and, hope every1 keeps on contacting...atleast through the virtual world!!! Beleive me guys... This is not wht i had in my mind wen i came 2 Infy... Not quiet disappoinintg,but not quiet up 2 the mark also!!! Hmmm...almost the same way lik i felt wen i came 2 the college!! Hope tht here also,my life wld change!!!! Hoping 4 best....Take care every1!!!!Take care.....

2 kiru and thottu...all the best 4 a new life yaar!! Do keep in touch!!! And My congrats goes 2 ganu and 2 Rajappan... Wishing u all the best frnds!!!!!!And,howz Onam celebrations gng??

c ya....
Naveen